I just wish the sound of them upstairs every evening didn't make me so crabby. I don't resent other people's happiness, I don't I don't.

Got a callback on a job. It would be seasonal, but full time at $12/hour. I'm plotting in my head, how I would balance that around my current job where the hours are pretty malleable. Would 12-14 hours a day ( Read more... )

The fuzzy warm feelings about her speaking up over alcoholism have pretty much worn off -__-

I never, never see her; I see her boyfriend more often. Because he never goes away. He's here in the morning while I'm making breakfast. I hate myself for being so nasty, but. Ugh. I tried to make an effort last week, asked her to go have tea, and she ( Read more... )

That church book club I joined half a year ago and have been trying to escape ever since just won't disapear. People keep asking after me, and yesterday I finally broke down and admitted the real (or at least the primary) reason I don't want to go: the host serves dinner, and I hate almost all food. It's a nightmare, trying to choke down strange ( Read more... )